yeah, the mc is just too much on his own. thinking and assumming on his own without proper information. he think he smart, but he is dumb with his own problem. if you want something, then fight for it. that is the law of the nature. clearly you are not seeing any single absolute fact that the one you love is being in love with someone. have you ever heard of this phrase? "mouth is the most deceivefull one can use" meaning do not trust every single thing people said. figure it on your own, search the truth by yourself. everything in your life is depend on how you living it. this mc is just delusional forever virgin. he said he love her but never leaving out his own safe zone. i hate that kind of weak mind and mentallity because i used to be that. i curse myself, do anything i could so that i can get rid of that pathetic side of mine from me. now i can live with the way that i want. knowing about common sense and unwritten rule of society is good. but never bow your head or giving out your life to that zh!t. if you hate it, say you hate it. easy to say than be done? that is on your mind. your life is yours anyway, why would you concerning your surrounding? even if you die, the world will not change, people will still going onn with their life.