Claude, I know how annoying feelings are at first, especially if you can't name them properly, or whenever they're irrational, but believe me, just carefully listen to what you feel, and it gets better.
They're chemicals, not sentient beings. They're not annoying you for no reason. Having someone precious to you is scary and frustrating, but it's also a wonderful feeling once you've accepted it.
Just accept the fact you're also human, and humans are driven with different types of emotions. You're hurting yourself and your daughter so bad, it's unhealthy, and it's time to get healthy. If you don't want to mental diet, remove your goddamn brain, you asshole.
Thank you for the translations, Bucci Gang! I've been waiting for season 2! ( *ยด๊ณ`*)