"-here."
Idk if that's really what he would have said, but my torn-up heart wants it to be that.
I think Shiina's take on wanting to die was on living life to the fullest and choosing to die upon reaching that peak, maybe with that peak being an emotional one with Kaname but the specifics are left to our imagination.
The ending is a really bittersweet one. Both Kaname and Shiina, Kanae too wtf, are alive. But Kaname is a husk, barely living in a dejected search for the one she loves. Maybe Shiina is sads in some way too but God knows what her goals are after this. Let's just hope they meet again, and for them to have an ending one way or another (*cries to sleep lmao)