Koibumi to 13-sai no Actress - Vol. 8 Ch. 39 - Bad Girl (Second Part)

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anyone know where jaga's new doujin is?
It seems that no gaijin who knows this manga went to the convention where it was given out for free. It's only 4 pages of R15 printed on a folded A4 anyway.
She might make something longer next time but it still won't be porn.
I guess her editor got mad at her for publishing THAT doujin on the same day as Koibumi tankoubon volume 2, under the same pen-name, not even trying to hide; and that eventually led to the scorched earth tactic on all pixiv and twitter accounts, scrubbing the dark history clean.
 
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I know he doesn't want to have anything to do with her, but wow. He really ignore everything , like her words aren't even entering his ears, he isn't even looking at her and he really doesn't care about her even a bit. Even faces with her whatever feeling she had, his mind is filled only with "what a pain" kind of thoughts.

It is understandable stance, but ngl. If I'm in her shoes, it hurtful.

I think, his refusal confront her feeling and dismissing her whole being is just receipt for making bigger trouble.

Just wanted to chat/discuss (no hard feelings).

Actually, he really cares for her, even if he doesn't admit it as much as he does. He even prepares for a shoot if Christmas with her mom gets cancelled. There are countless times where he spent time with her for "work," even though it is not needed. Yeah, he might have those feelings of annoyance, but his worry for her overwhelms that. After all, he's not a "personal" type of guy; he focuses more on his work because it is the only thing he's good at, according to him.

The main issue with their relationship per se is the lack of definition between their relationship and the fact that they can't solve it that easily. Currently, Fumi sees himself as just a manager/guardian taking care of Ayano. Fumi's time spent with Ayano is merely seen as "required work" rather than quality time with her. They both know that their time spent with each other is "not normal" for work, but they don't want to point it out because it would destroy their relationship.

Ayano can't define it because she is scared that Fumi will distance himself from her, which is why she is so jealous of Hoshi freely declaring her love to Fumi. She is scared that once his "work" is done with her, their relationship will disappear (which is why she hates Fumi describing their time spent as work).

Fumi, on the other hand, can't define it because he is unsure of her feelings for him, and frankly, he isn't able to. As the other managers pointed out, you can't trust the feelings of a middle-schooler because you don't know if they understand it themselves. On top of that, it is an open secret in their workplace that both of them are weirdly close. That is why he always gives simple questions/responses to her, trying to not mix work and personal life. The problem is the moment he acknowledges it, it is the moment he has to choose, and neither side will be good to him.

Which is why, as cruel as it sounds, ignoring it is the "safest" option. It doesn't open the can of worms about their relationship, but it leaves their relationship in the grey area, making their relationship blurry.

Now don't get me wrong, I agree with your sentiment that letting it boil over will not be the best case scenario for both of them, and defining their relationship would probably be best for them. But with the situation they are in right now, there is no easy answer. Which is why the most pivotal part of the manga is this: to realize how important the other person is to them.
 
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Just wanted to chat/discuss (no hard feelings).

Actually, he really cares for her, even if he doesn't admit it as much as he does. He even prepares for a shoot if Christmas with her mom gets cancelled. There are countless times where he spent time with her for "work," even though it is not needed. Yeah, he might have those feelings of annoyance, but his worry for her overwhelms that. After all, he's not a "personal" type of guy; he focuses more on his work because it is the only thing he's good at, according to him.

The main issue with their relationship per se is the lack of definition between their relationship and the fact that they can't solve it that easily. Currently, Fumi sees himself as just a manager/guardian taking care of Ayano. Fumi's time spent with Ayano is merely seen as "required work" rather than quality time with her. They both know that their time spent with each other is "not normal" for work, but they don't want to point it out because it would destroy their relationship.

Ayano can't define it because she is scared that Fumi will distance himself from her, which is why she is so jealous of Hoshi freely declaring her love to Fumi. She is scared that once his "work" is done with her, their relationship will disappear (which is why she hates Fumi describing their time spent as work).

Fumi, on the other hand, can't define it because he is unsure of her feelings for him, and frankly, he isn't able to. As the other managers pointed out, you can't trust the feelings of a middle-schooler because you don't know if they understand it themselves. On top of that, it is an open secret in their workplace that both of them are weirdly close. That is why he always gives simple questions/responses to her, trying to not mix work and personal life. The problem is the moment he acknowledges it, it is the moment he has to choose, and neither side will be good to him.

Which is why, as cruel as it sounds, ignoring it is the "safest" option. It doesn't open the can of worms about their relationship, but it leaves their relationship in the grey area, making their relationship blurry.

Now don't get me wrong, I agree with your sentiment that letting it boil over will not be the best case scenario for both of them, and defining their relationship would probably be best for them. But with the situation they are in right now, there is no easy answer. Which is why the most pivotal part of the manga is this: to realize how important the other person is to them.
I think lenovoaxioo meant Hoshi, otherwise this is as far from the truth as possible. This entire chapter, Fumi was thinking only about Ayano, and lenovoaxioo meant that when Hoshi confessed to him, he looked towards Ayano. Fumi would have even run after her, but he thought that first he needed to decide what to do with the current situation. He also began to realize his feelings a long time ago, like when he grabbed her hand in the forest in Chapter 17, he even said that he had already stepped one foot over the line. Then, in Chapter 20, he said that he was starting to think that he had a chance, but he was fighting with himself, saying that a 33-year-old manager is not worthy of an 18-year-old beautiful and successful actress. In the chapter with the elevator, he was already very nervous, realizing that she was not just a job, and now he openly sees that he is lonely. He can come up with as many excuses as he wants, but their walk on Christmas is a date, and that is exactly what he wanted. I mean, to walk with her.
 
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Real talk this would be an awful situation to be in everyone would view you as a predator even if you literally did nothing and actively tried to stop it
 
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Just wanted to chat/discuss (no hard feelings).

Actually, he really cares for her, even if he doesn't admit it as much as he does. He even prepares for a shoot if Christmas with her mom gets cancelled. There are countless times where he spent time with her for "work," even though it is not needed. Yeah, he might have those feelings of annoyance, but his worry for her overwhelms that. After all, he's not a "personal" type of guy; he focuses more on his work because it is the only thing he's good at, according to him.

The main issue with their relationship per se is the lack of definition between their relationship and the fact that they can't solve it that easily. Currently, Fumi sees himself as just a manager/guardian taking care of Ayano. Fumi's time spent with Ayano is merely seen as "required work" rather than quality time with her. They both know that their time spent with each other is "not normal" for work, but they don't want to point it out because it would destroy their relationship.

Ayano can't define it because she is scared that Fumi will distance himself from her, which is why she is so jealous of Hoshi freely declaring her love to Fumi. She is scared that once his "work" is done with her, their relationship will disappear (which is why she hates Fumi describing their time spent as work).

Fumi, on the other hand, can't define it because he is unsure of her feelings for him, and frankly, he isn't able to. As the other managers pointed out, you can't trust the feelings of a middle-schooler because you don't know if they understand it themselves. On top of that, it is an open secret in their workplace that both of them are weirdly close. That is why he always gives simple questions/responses to her, trying to not mix work and personal life. The problem is the moment he acknowledges it, it is the moment he has to choose, and neither side will be good to him.

Which is why, as cruel as it sounds, ignoring it is the "safest" option. It doesn't open the can of worms about their relationship, but it leaves their relationship in the grey area, making their relationship blurry.

Now don't get me wrong, I agree with your sentiment that letting it boil over will not be the best case scenario for both of them, and defining their relationship would probably be best for them. But with the situation they are in right now, there is no easy answer. Which is why the most pivotal part of the manga is this: to realize how important the other person is to them.
Ahhh.... I should have made it clear that, by her i do not mean ayano. But Hoshi. Which since her first introduction only met with i want to look away reaction from Fumi. Which i feel just fueling her wish to chase after him.
 
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Ahhh.... I should have made it clear that, by her i do not mean ayano. But Hoshi. Which since her first introduction only met with i want to look away reaction from Fumi. Which i feel just fueling her wish to chase after him.
I think lenovoaxioo meant Hoshi, otherwise this is as far from the truth as possible. This entire chapter, Fumi was thinking only about Ayano, and lenovoaxioo meant that when Hoshi confessed to him, he looked towards Ayano. Fumi would have even run after her, but he thought that first he needed to decide what to do with the current situation. He also began to realize his feelings a long time ago, like when he grabbed her hand in the forest in Chapter 17, he even said that he had already stepped one foot over the line. Then, in Chapter 20, he said that he was starting to think that he had a chance, but he was fighting with himself, saying that a 33-year-old manager is not worthy of an 18-year-old beautiful and successful actress. In the chapter with the elevator, he was already very nervous, realizing that she was not just a job, and now he openly sees that he is lonely. He can come up with as many excuses as he wants, but their walk on Christmas is a date, and that is exactly what he wanted. I mean, to walk with her.
It's seems i got it right
 
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Ahhh.... I should have made it clear that, by her i do not mean ayano. But Hoshi. Which since her first introduction only met with i want to look away reaction from Fumi. Which i feel just fueling her wish to chase after him.
Ahh...I understand as well. I should've also realized that Hoshi is the one talked about since Fumi doesn't necessarily think of Ayano as a "pain" in a way. Thanks for clarifying it out.

Nonetheless, I had a great discussion with you. I just wanted to talk about this manga since this is manga that is so difficult to talk about outside of these comment section despite being so great at discussing difficulties in handling relationships.
 
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Bruh BRUH B R U H.
how , why , when did she found out where he WORKS?? my girl WANTS HER LOVE ARC RIGHT NOW:
Love arcs do not come to those who wait!

Hope this girl wins over Ayano, whose life has been given to her on a silver platter- and takes her relationships for granted
 
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5 years is not that long bro. Look at covid, it felt like yesterday.
 
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I really do love how she's drawn, love her expressions lol especially that smug and radiant look. Also Hoshi villian origin story?NGL I just love these types of stories it's peak
 
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Bro is inching closer to getting caught up in something that won't end very well. And he's slowly realizing he does want to be around Haga... Hmm. I doubt he will want to pursue a romantic relationship with her, but still, the setup is all there... hmm
 
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With the creative angle shots, I can only imagine KyoAni being able to capture how cinematic the storytelling of this manga. I doubt they're interested in adapting a seinen anti-escapism story though.
I doubt they want to make an anime about an age gap romance, when shes literally a middleschooler lmao. HS has been done before, but middle school age gap romance is a bit tough these days lmao
 
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Real talk this would be an awful situation to be in everyone would view you as a predator even if you literally did nothing and actively tried to stop it
Eh, well I bet some would say he should've put a stronger foot down, meaning no letter, and just giving her a fat no, no niceties (but that might also bite him in the ass). Calling her parents was the best choice. The only thing I wasn't sure about was exchanging a letter with her, rejecting her softly. In the end the letter was taken in a different interpretation since it was too considerate and sugar coated
 
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I doubt they want to make an anime about an age gap romance, when shes literally a middleschooler lmao. HS has been done before, but middle school age gap romance is a bit tough these days lmao
We can get this for sure check The Do-Over Damsel Conquers the Dragon Emperor we got in 2024 and there kiss with 10 year old Jill and 19 year old emperor but he the one who kiss
 

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