Remember that girl you liked?
Y'know, that girl you had around your neighborhood when you were about 6-10 years old
Remember how you liked being around her
How she made you feel special
Made your heart throb at some point
You probably didn't even realize the feelings you had for her
You weren't necessarily close with her
But you always wanted to get to know her better
You do?!
Great!!!
Now forgot about her
She ain't coming back
She already forgot about you
That girl ain't coming to fix your life
She isn't coming to give you that "what if" love life you always wanted
Give up on the illusion of her saving you
The only person who can save you is you
I have a childhood friend who is a tomboy with a short, boyish haircut
She lived with her grandmother in the house behind mine, and we went to the same kindergarten.
But after that, her parents got divorced and she moved to a different school to live with her mom, so we rarely got to play together anymore.
Still, occasionally she would visit her grandmother, and we could hang out again.
She would always ride her black BMX bike over to my house.
Sometimes we would just chat and joke around, and other times she would ask me to play pretend and be her hair salon customer.
There was even a time she asked me to walk her to her cram school and promised to pay me for it (lol).
However, our friendship drifted apart when her mother remarried.
She rarely visited her grandmother's house after that, and we hardly saw each other again.
Even though there was a time we crossed paths at her relative's wedding, we just exchanged glances and nodded without a single word coming out of our mouths.
A few years passed, I moved to another area, and I never saw her again