There is no way of putting this nicely: What a whore.
Pushing others into doing your killing, because you are too craven, lazy, and weak to do it? Trying to manipulate someone into a life of alienation and hardship, for no justifiable reason? Asking of others what you yourself would never do? That is truly pathetic.
Perhaps, in a twisted way, she deluded herself into thinking she is helping Kitami.... but all she is doing, is passing her own baggage onto someone else. And for such a flimsy reason too.... "uuuuuh, there was a bad guy among my fans, that must mean they are all the same".
But then again, if she had a semblance of intelligence, she might realize what she is actually asking here. Bah, even Lilly had better morals.
Kitami is getting it backwards. If you have to throw away your entire sense of self to fulfill a goal, that goal is inherently not worth fulfilling. In a vacuum, no goal is actually worth it. It's only our own sense of satisfaction - morally, emotionally, physically, intellectually, you name it - that makes reaching goals fulfilling. If you can't enjoy life, there is no point to it; believing blindly into notions like "duty" makes you open to manipulation by people more cynical than you.
Great chapter, would get irritated again.