This just.... never gets better.
The story and world are amazing!
... Except for the MC; he gives me anxiety, just waiting for him to collapse and endlessly shriek at the top of his lungs about how disgusting he is, and how sorry he is for not ending his own life in a never-ending wail of ceaseless self-hatred.
I truly do NOT understand how he is still alive; he is certainly powerful enough to kill anything and everything, but the only thing he truly wants to end is himself.
His self-loathing knows no bounds, and this is really fucking disturbing to read.
He just stays exactly the same, with no character development, whatsoever, and continues to despise himself in every way...
And it honestly hurts to see it.