His first lover too. She says her first love was ruined but it was all acting. If they had just stayed calm and decided to be secret lovers for real, and separated it from acting, there wouldn't be this useless drama.Yeah, it's over, this is just protagonist being almost autistic about separating tv from reality, like he puts his tv persona 24/7 because he cannot tell the difference from acting and reality and treats everyone else as if they are on set even when they are sincere.