The way I'm a completely different person than 3 years ago. I was bedridden for 8 months, went back to work at the job that caused me to be bedridden for 3 months, promptly quit that job as i started having panic attacks just driving to work. was unemployed for half a year living on workers comp savings, got an easy job at a family dollar. I think I;m ready to find a higher paying job now though.