I don't know what it is, but this chapter made me want to CRY. I am not an emotional man at all, I'm pretty broken down as is. But seeing Arjen keel over and vomit from the stress just shattered me.
this was heartrending. I have such a soft spot for children, especially little girls, because of my two little sisters. I can't even imagine someone breaking their hearts like that, even for a moment.