Bro, could you please like, slow down your thoughts?
You can even continue being a massive fuckup, but could you at least stop having panic attacks as you gaze upon your works?
Hah, not bad.
I would love to see some ruins myself, but the most my shitty little enviroment has to offer is a few dilapidated buildings with nothing in them.
Everything is a waste of time if you have no reason to live, but this is on a whole another level of carelessly throwing your finite seconds into a bottomless pit
Either give this dude proper character development, or just speedrun the neutral ending [there's also the wizard route, but it can only be accessed by following it from the start]