Cool! Scan drama aside, I never related to a manga character so so much....the fact that they want for a fact to be accepted even at their worst (if the method to do so is ok or not that's another story) and that when they feel they are the worst, they don't wanna die, they want to dissapear...
@jekasama well, there's the angle too, but I meant more the way that there are a loot of similar panels where there are only some subtle changes...but again, the angle too, and neither in a bad way