i've decommissioned all but two of my writing projects because... 6+ is just way too many, though i might start another one because there's a fic i really want to write
the writer's dilemma has finally calmed down just a bit
i had a dream last night where a yuri story i wrote turned into a yaoi story at the very end :shamihuh:
it scared me so much that i woke up in a cold sweat
just realized that getting a part time job would warrant the stoppage of 2 of the 4 things that keep me going through life rn
this is after like my 20th ghosting/denial