yea, that's the thing the confuses me the most. He shows much charity everything short of turning out his pocket. But when witnessing it from others, he questions it and becomes seemingly suspicious of it.
I think their just so crazy that they focus on killing people first and their own lives second. The blow is softened because their skill but too short sighted to see the obvious long term consequences. Something like " Haha we killed everyone now we will use our power to rule the world. Wait...
MC is kinda of hypocrite, when it comes to murder. He's like " Ah man their talking about killing people for fun or for research How deplorable I have to kill them all" Like i get you should prevent murder but you have to ask yourself some serious questions if your instincts are to repay mass...
this is too sad, its like dying and haunting your relatives and loved ones. Watching them grieve and struggle, and all you can do is sit there unable to comfort them.