His reaction is exactly how i feel about this manga just get it over with. There's no chance in hell he'll ever get revenge on death so this has already become insanely boring to read since it's just torture porn at this point.
This has become insufferable to read. The guy just wanted to escape his misery by suicide and now he has to play deaths rigged game cause she was bored and wanted to torture a mortal. I really hate her character, i hope he punches her one day.