This is some steamy hotpile of dogshit, the amount of emotion and mood swings that occurred in like a few hours/chapter is fucking crazy. This is Wuxia level of bullshit fucking hell. Next chapter when
I do hope that's her inner dialogue, since we know that its the MC if she talks with quotation marks " ". The last time we saw an inner dialogue was when she went to get to buy eggs and never got back (Chapter 26) but it was from the MC and not her.