Jesus christ have some self respect and throw the whole man away.
Why do you still want to be someone who's rude af and constantly gaslights you.
This isn't even tsundere, it's just being a huge asshole.
Maybe unpopular opinion but this kind of relationship dynamic just isn't for me.
Holding hands and saying 'I love you' is too embarrassing?
Like you've dated and married your wife but you have no idea what she likes? Why is even getting flowers embarrassing?
Even something handmade for her...