please do go talk to a professional. Whether you do or not, either way, you can figure out what resources are available to help you deal with any symptoms.
I Just Gas-light My-self — or as I like to call It : correct My-self — by sꜽing that 'tis Im-poſsible for Me to hꜹe a problem and sꜽ « Stꜽ logical. » , followed by an : « Okꜽ. » , and continuͤ Mine existence —— I'm lazy to wait for a quͤuͤ to see a „ profeſsional „ whose Only job is to get You 'ꝏked up on drugs and get a customer , man up kids : No one can 'elp You unleſs You get Objective facts — e.g./ getting Brain-scan to show Non-normal region to acquire Specific drug tailored to fix That problem only — don't take drugs from strangers and protect Yer self.
P.s.:- These So-called profeſsionals are also on par with Literary analiıts , one even claimed‡ I 'ꜹe aspergers after sꜽing : « I like ambulance's Siren sound & Federal-siren horn. »† , be safe from Them — They turn Most Mundane-matters to get You drugs , I am glad My mother seen through It and didn't blindly trust Them to give Me drugs. 'tisn't even surprising considering the Entire Frame-work on Some-one called freud , a Maſsive pervert , who tꝏk Mind-altering substances and tried to use dreams , which are Inherently Non-sensical∗ , to diagnose people — No wonder Their Entire expertise is rotten to the core.
† He said : « I hate These sounds. » , kind of concerning not wanting people to get Immediate help via a system built for Fast-trꜹel.
‡ I was there after My family saw Me cutting My-self & talking about suicide.
※ Happened years ago ( approx. 8 yrs ) , not sure if It's Still the same.
∗ Not exactly „ Non-sensical „ , It shows Paſsive Memory-record with a chance to show Active Memory-record — e.g./ I saw math when I : spent hours working on Planetary Weather simulations & did math to calculate stuff — combined with Current traits , what happens in dreams are not Re-presentation of Any-thing deeper —— searching for meaning in It is like sꜽing Random scribbles show Your Mental-state , They don't⁑ : They're Random scribbles.
⁑ They can indicate skill , as in : Non-steady Thick lines mꜽ show that person is either : in streſs or Some-one who's a Non-artist.