I do understand that Koizumi most likely deserves the hate she gets,
But the thing is, I've been a bitter idiot kinda like her
So when I was going through 'my real dark emo teen phase' I used to feel bitter towards a friend of mine because he had his act together and he was 'lucky'
I very well knew how much efforts he did put, although I never lashed at him and never bitched I did talk it with him,
Long story short we are still pals, and I can't help but relate to Koizumi (though still ashamed a bit)