Asuperu Kanojo - Vol. 3 Ch. 22 - To Tokyo (Part two)
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Aw man, that made me a bit emotional actually.
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It really is a miracle that it worked out for her after all the shit she went through. Kinda lucky for the both of them.
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It depends. @Sabin Speaking from the conditions I have,
ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder) is manageable on its own and gets easier over time if you're high functioning. Essentially, "you get used to it," though there will always be some level of emotional, cognitive, or intimate disconnect between you, other people, and maybe even society. You will understand things that most people know intuitively like how to read other's feelings and communicate effectively through understanding it intellectually first BEFORE you can process it emotionally, which can make people on the spectrum seem weird and blunt, and rather "quirky." They tend not to associate with people and go through things solo. (Also worth noting that they're not necessary more intelligent than your average person, but tend to specialize their knowledge into specific areas, so High Functioning Autistic people usually have around or slightly higher IQs than the average, low functioning having lower, but not to such an extent of extremities.)
Anxiety is a bitch, but it's a bitch most people can understand and treat effectively. Everyone is gonna know when you have a panic attack or you start hyper-ventilating, or if you run off suddenly. Think of a constant feeling of a weight on your chest and a heavy head you get the picture. It's the stress that kills you faster, and your reaction to it is more or less a secondary response to that. Luckily, this is easier amended with meds than the disorder in the paragraph above, and has a variety of techniques that can be used to calm it. You can function in day-to-day society with it, and not be as severely impacted relative to other disorders. Still, it can be the shit sprinkles on a pile of crap sometimes if you're really stressed out about a big project or managing a lot of different things.
Major Depressive Disorder is the to live with for prolonged periods of time. It's just a sheer lack of energy, the inability to get out of bed in the mourning. You don't want to eat because it means you'll have to get up, prepare the food, cook the food, chew the food, and swallow the food. Or you don't have the ability to leave because it feels like there's this constant hollow feeling in your body of emptiness mixed with an unbearable guilt. You know it's absurd or irrational and that you need to pull yourself out of it, but that mindset doesn't make you feel better and just makes the depression worse, which makes you feel guilty which continues the cycle. You're both frustrated at yourself and yet don't have the energy to act on it because of the constant empty sadness in your heart. The rumination especially will kill you. The long periods of nothing, staring out windows and thinking or laying in bed, unable to sleep and just thinking of all the little things you messed up, or existentialist and philosophical nightmares of what life is, what's its meaning, and what the point in anything is anymore. It's like you want to disappear. The worst part is that people are less empathetic to this than the previous two if they haven't experienced it. They'll tell you that you should just be happy, or that you should pull yourself out of it, or that you're being emo, and no amount of explaining seems to justify it without having actually experienced the guilt ridden trip of the disease in which most of your time is spent thinking or in your own little world without others. Definitely, depression is a form of hell in and of itself.
I technically have a few other lesser mental health issues, but these are the big personality disorders I have. I'm sure you get the picture. And they also influence one another. Have fun dealing with that bullshit.
Anxiety is a bitch, but it's a bitch most people can understand and treat effectively. Everyone is gonna know when you have a panic attack or you start hyper-ventilating, or if you run off suddenly. Think of a constant feeling of a weight on your chest and a heavy head you get the picture. It's the stress that kills you faster, and your reaction to it is more or less a secondary response to that. Luckily, this is easier amended with meds than the disorder in the paragraph above, and has a variety of techniques that can be used to calm it. You can function in day-to-day society with it, and not be as severely impacted relative to other disorders. Still, it can be the shit sprinkles on a pile of crap sometimes if you're really stressed out about a big project or managing a lot of different things.
Major Depressive Disorder is the to live with for prolonged periods of time. It's just a sheer lack of energy, the inability to get out of bed in the mourning. You don't want to eat because it means you'll have to get up, prepare the food, cook the food, chew the food, and swallow the food. Or you don't have the ability to leave because it feels like there's this constant hollow feeling in your body of emptiness mixed with an unbearable guilt. You know it's absurd or irrational and that you need to pull yourself out of it, but that mindset doesn't make you feel better and just makes the depression worse, which makes you feel guilty which continues the cycle. You're both frustrated at yourself and yet don't have the energy to act on it because of the constant empty sadness in your heart. The rumination especially will kill you. The long periods of nothing, staring out windows and thinking or laying in bed, unable to sleep and just thinking of all the little things you messed up, or existentialist and philosophical nightmares of what life is, what's its meaning, and what the point in anything is anymore. It's like you want to disappear. The worst part is that people are less empathetic to this than the previous two if they haven't experienced it. They'll tell you that you should just be happy, or that you should pull yourself out of it, or that you're being emo, and no amount of explaining seems to justify it without having actually experienced the guilt ridden trip of the disease in which most of your time is spent thinking or in your own little world without others. Definitely, depression is a form of hell in and of itself.
I technically have a few other lesser mental health issues, but these are the big personality disorders I have. I'm sure you get the picture. And they also influence one another. Have fun dealing with that bullshit.
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Not endorsing these, but if you were to look purely analytically (Like I did when I was really depressed and suicidal) @remiska:
Slitting your wrists is not as effective as you would think. Legs or your carotid artery would be the most effective by that route. (Hypothetically, though don't try it because it's still a bitch if you don't know what you're doing, and if you fuck up, you'll regret everything)
Using a gun would seem appealing as it is the most effective and if you die from the impact, the pain is minimal. The problem is aiming because you don't know where the gun is going to fire the bullet with complete precision, (shotguns scatter, for instance) which leave the terror and horror of being a vegetable for the rest of your life, or being trapped in your body unable to move.
Hanging yourself, Carbon Monoxide poisoning, putting your head in the oven, or any other means of asphyxiation are collectively one of the worst ways. If you don't break your neck when you hang yourself, you sit there for hours writhing in pain. Some people bite their own tongues out, or try to swallow on them. Using gas to poison yourself is excruciating as you struggle to breathe in vain and your whole body hurts, similar to drowning, plus instinct takes over and you can't help but to try and free yourself. Bad ideas.
Unless you're an expert chemist, using drugs, chemicals (ie bleach, ammonia, etc.) is extremely painful and will leave you disfigured if you fail. Not recommended because if you didn't want to die before, you will afterwards
Jumping off a building is really bad because you'll realize you fucked up halfway through and you'll feel the terror and dread in your heart as you struggle to stop yourself in vain. Not mention, you'll give everyone around you PTSD from having to clean up the remains. You're not scared of falling, it's the sudden stop at the end.
Essentially, none of the options at your disposable are viable, as they're all extremely painful, risky/prone to failure, and are not guaranteed to work. If you're in trouble, seek help or counseling or anything else. Suicide is nasty, brutish and really solves nothing. All these methods are fundamentally flawed, do not work and solve nothing.
Using a gun would seem appealing as it is the most effective and if you die from the impact, the pain is minimal. The problem is aiming because you don't know where the gun is going to fire the bullet with complete precision, (shotguns scatter, for instance) which leave the terror and horror of being a vegetable for the rest of your life, or being trapped in your body unable to move.
Hanging yourself, Carbon Monoxide poisoning, putting your head in the oven, or any other means of asphyxiation are collectively one of the worst ways. If you don't break your neck when you hang yourself, you sit there for hours writhing in pain. Some people bite their own tongues out, or try to swallow on them. Using gas to poison yourself is excruciating as you struggle to breathe in vain and your whole body hurts, similar to drowning, plus instinct takes over and you can't help but to try and free yourself. Bad ideas.
Unless you're an expert chemist, using drugs, chemicals (ie bleach, ammonia, etc.) is extremely painful and will leave you disfigured if you fail. Not recommended because if you didn't want to die before, you will afterwards
Jumping off a building is really bad because you'll realize you fucked up halfway through and you'll feel the terror and dread in your heart as you struggle to stop yourself in vain. Not mention, you'll give everyone around you PTSD from having to clean up the remains. You're not scared of falling, it's the sudden stop at the end.
Essentially, none of the options at your disposable are viable, as they're all extremely painful, risky/prone to failure, and are not guaranteed to work. If you're in trouble, seek help or counseling or anything else. Suicide is nasty, brutish and really solves nothing. All these methods are fundamentally flawed, do not work and solve nothing.
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For me, being the depressed and suicidal bitch that I am, I've found the method that I'd use. Though not to say to go ahead and commit suicide, as I'm sure your life is important and it will hurt the ones you love most. Leaving behind all you know is scary, so don't do it! However it's not my choice, it's yours.
If you're looking for someone to talk to, I don't have advice or anything to offer other than listening to what you have to say. I can't help myself, but maybe I can help you. And as my friend would always say "if nobody needs you, I need you".
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If you're looking for someone to talk to, I don't have advice or anything to offer other than listening to what you have to say. I can't help myself, but maybe I can help you. And as my friend would always say "if nobody needs you, I need you".
