Boku no Kokoro no Yabai Yatsu - Ch. 180 - I've Been Letting It Pile Up

[Umbrum]

Moe could’ve just told her why Kyou went to her house, problem solved before it happened
Thanks for the translation

I don't think the reason why kyou was in mokeo's house has anything to do with anna being mad, altho maybe anna would've relaxed if moeko mentioned other people went with him.

 

[Dorito_Kun]

Y U Mad, Anna ? You're the one who wanted to focus more on your career than your relationship, so, don't be surprised if your man actually ends up spending more time with others than you !!

I'm shocked more people aren't saying this

I don't like the idea that Kyotaro is the only one who is wrong and has to apologise, but trying to portray Anna in this way is not a better position. It seems obvious that both have communication problems, where neither of them communicates properly in an attempt to support each other. Kyotaro constantly hides his emotions and tries to support Anna, sometimes going to extremes to protect her career, despite how she feels, and tries to push himself too far to become ‘worthy’ of being Yamada's boyfriend.
When Yamada herself, instead of honestly expressing what she feels, simply begins to restrain herself and bottle things up in order to keep up appearances, forcing herself to do things she is not capable of, both in her relationships and, most likely, at work, because of her desire to be “grown up.”

Both made a mistake because they simply didn't communicate properly and did not understand each other's feelings, and they both need to finally try to express their feelings (even if it may seem unpleasant for the other person). Forcing only one of them to apologize won't fix the problem and will only continue the cycle, causing the problem to reappear and leaving them with no relationship at all.

 

[Umbrum]

but still its kinda his fault cause he did meet Moe in secret like this.
.And Yanada already was kinda iffy with Moeko on how Icchi is open with her and all

Of course her jelousy is not a a fear of ichikawanliking moeko, but spending time is enough. Especially in secret lil

I mean, saying he met in secret with Moeko makes it seem like they planned to meet up but they didn't, it's not even like they were alone or like they were hanging out, the reason he went to his house wasn't even Moeko but her brother, if anything it was more like a work meeting, the only thing he did wrong was not telling Yamada through the many chances he had.

But wording it as a secret meeting with Moeko is wrong, it's more like a secret meeting with her brother.

 

[thycondrius]

Yeah MC... get ready for a lot more of that in your future

 

[Dorito_Kun]

Also, didn't she just come home late from work in the last 2 chapters? (my impression) Not like he could have visited her, when she herself is busy all the time. She didn't even know why Ichi visited Moeko in the first place and she got mad. It could have been just to study together. I know he still should have texted her, but there was no reason for her to be that upset.

This is literally the whole point: Anna, who has been holding back her dissatisfaction for a long time, instead of talking to Ichi about it, then breaks down, feeling injustice without even knowing the whole picture, because the plot implies that she irrationally vented the emotions that she herself had been accumulating all along. I am very surprised that the character is criticized for not acting on the basis of what only the reader knows and not the character himself.


Communication problems are literally one of the key themes that began to emerge in volume 9, and even before they started their relationship, it was the mouthpiece for some minor conflicts.

 

[Bdl60]

That was gonna happen sooner or later, Ana it the type of character that actually listened to you but in the other hand, she accumulated frustration and emotions, and release it with Critical hit, Crit Dmg. And with how much rules imposed by Ichi, it make it no much better.

 

[Heika]

This is getting ridiculous

 

[Dorito_Kun]

People still keep pushing the idea that Ichikawa’s exams are the reason he tries to stay away from Yamada, when in fact the exams were just a cover-up for his desire to respect Yamada’s work. Yamada’s job is the real issue, not Ichikawa’s exams. His exams are temporary, her job isn’t as much. Yamada is extra cute in this chapter, though!

I understood that you were referring to me, even though you didn't even understand properly what I meant, but the agreement not to meet outside exists less to protect Anna's career and more because he feels a strong inferiority complex and contempt for himself, which is why he asked her about it in the first place (in the next chapter, he even asks himself why he said it at all, lol). The guy completely immersed himself in exams, trying to prove himself worthy of being Yamada's boyfriend, not realizing that Anna already considers him worthy, and if after the exams he doesn't theoretically become better, he will simply continue in the same vein in high school. That's why I said that the problem here is not only about career. I never denied that he is trying to adhere to restrictions to protect her career, but the last request at the end of volume 11 doesn't make sense only in the context of protecting Yamada's career due to the time limit, after which nothing will change on her part. Kyotaro is simply acting on the basis of his low self-esteem, which became worse after he failed his entrance exam three years ago. Yamada leaving her acting career won't fix Kyotaro's shortcomings.

 

[Churkey]

Well, straightforward at the very least.
Better than a lot of these situations already.

 

[Wizardrone]

now we are starting with problems

thanks for chapter

 

[YamiryuuZero]

Instead of confronting the two about it she just got mad in silence, shut them out, let it build up inside her, and now she's crying over something she herself made far worse than it would be if she had just talked.

Very realistic portrayal of a woman.

 

[InfiniteCreator420]

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Landmine time!

But I can understand why Yamada is upset, she's not been able to hang out with Ichi because of his exam prep, now she suddenly found out Ichi and Moe met up and no one told her.

Yamada is this close to becoming Yandere

 

[Chuito]

Chekov's umbrella paid off. She's probably just mad that Kyotaro kept quiet and wasn't honest about the day before.

In part yes but its mostly because she's just lonely cause they couldn't spend time together due to exams. Then she finds out he spent time outside hanging one with a friend. Said friend being female, Moe of all people is just salt on the wound.

Even more salt being that Loe is the only other girl that noticed his charm and ranked kyo very highly.(not as high as yamada placed hol tho, ofc)

 

[VipChilo]

This is literally the whole point: Anna, who has been holding back her dissatisfaction for a long time, instead of talking to Ichi about it, then breaks down, feeling injustice without even knowing the whole picture, because the plot implies that she irrationally vented the emotions that she herself had been accumulating all along. I am very surprised that the character is criticized for not acting on the basis of what only the reader knows and not the character himself.


Communication problems are literally one of the key themes that began to emerge in volume 9, and even before they started their relationship, it was the mouthpiece for some minor conflicts.

I mean, I get Yamada is airing her frustrations that she has been accumulating but at least she should already know that he and Moeko are in a study group together for months and they both are pushing very hard for exams (Yamada and Moeko even talked about this recently). So I think she can definitely be criticized based of that knowledge of hers, which I did in my previous comment because there are people (also on different platforms) putting all blame on Ichikawa for their overall situation and it's getting a little annoying. That said, Ichi should have contacted her and I also want to know why he didn't do it.

 

[whitenight2013]

We've officially transferred from the dangers in his heart to the dangers of hers.

 

[GRilledGalaxy]

Count your days moe

 

[shinshom]

I mean, saying he met in secret with Moeko makes it seem like they planned to meet up but they didn't, it's not even like they were alone or like they were hanging out, the reason he went to his house wasn't even Moeko but her brother, if anything it was more like a work meeting, the only thing he did wrong was not telling Yamada through the many chances he had.

But wording it as a secret meeting with Moeko is wrong, it's more like a secret meeting with her brother.

Yeah but him not telling, while Yamada cant meet him + she is even trying hard not to get in his way rly gives a bad look and yhats all it is.

no one is saying they planned..You read the chapter. You know what happened. He still chose not to update Yamada

 

[Buraindo]

oh my god, i forgot yamada was a WOMENS

 

[Hikineet]

Thanks for the chapters.

 

[Joirish1495]

This manga shouldve ended when they got together