while I have no particularly envious feelings towards those with significant social status (Because I understand obtaining and maintaining such a thing requires hard work, often far more than what said status is worth especially as time goes on) I can’t say I blame MC for the way he feels, lots of people peak in highschool and not all of them can handle being the humble worker bees of society that their frail ambition and/or unfair circumstances ordain for them.
Even setting aside his insecurities it’s clear that the fault lies with glasses girl, before her intervention he was frustrated but not outwardly sinister or bitter towards those in the group, she actively enables him and even he has the the sense to chastise and shut her down at first even if his desires don’t align with his words, she understands people enough to steer him in a much healthier direction but she actively chooses to push him towards villainy in an isolated situation.
Yea he’s a loser and a freak but what’s happened so far is the work of an even bigger loser than him and the exact type of asshole who gives people like MC a valid reason to be shitty, save the righteous anger for when bro inevitably starts unreasonably disrespecting the other girls despite them standing up for him and being pretty okay people from the looks of things (I don’t actually know if that’ll be the case but I can’t see how the story can continue forward otherwise)
Oww yeah I totally get that she's the trigger of it all, if she have not intervened at all whatsoever this whole thing wouldn't have happened in the first place, he would not have a driving force to do those actions.
But you gotta remember (I don't know if it's the chapters before this or after, I forgot because I stopped reading this in the meantime since I really can't tolerate it right now), he was able to figure out that the glasses girl was leading him, he even choked her for that. While already knowing that, he still continued, that's one of the main issues, he knows he's being lead on, but he's going along with the flow, he really wants to feel that accomplishment and superiority that he once felt.
Also you really can't say that you can't blame him for the course of his actions since he doesn't have a valid reason to do those shit, his feelings are not valid enough to also cause the downfall and bring those around him in a lower level that he currently is.
And I know the story is gonna head in a much worse direction, don't get me wrong the story is good, especially in the psychological department, but in a different kind of worse that does not undermine the goodness of the writing. You do remember there's one housewife classmate that is stuck also along with all the still single ones. You would already guessed what direction I meant when I mentioned that.
I usually do not mind NTR. Matter of fact, I quite enjoy most of it, it's a guilty pleasure of mine, but when thinking of what's gonna happen to that housewife classmate in this story, I just couldn't handle it, it feels too much for me in this scenario.
P.S: Yeah that bitch psycho as fuck, fuck her