She's thinking from the perspective of - I have no shot with him due to his love for his sister, but here's my opportunity, and her dark thoughts got the better of her, even though she hates herself for them (like waiting for Alicia, who is a sweetheart as far as we can tell, to die). She shot her shot, but she's far more afraid of rejection if he were to say no to her due to his incestual love, not to mention her arranged marriage potentially.Good god. Therapy and open, honest communication works wonders you know. But people want war, not peace.
Rachel is just all kinds of fucked up man 😭 Noah is too for being coerced into it for his sister but still
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Oh yeah, I predicted that last chapter and there are more clues possible hinting about that this chapter too (like why did Noah get upset that Rachel said he was “like a brother” to her lol)Nawh you can tell he actually likes Rachel. He's just getting mad because she keeps telling him she doesn't give a fuck about him.
In normal condition it's surely unnecessary, but in her case, Rachel knows Noah already set his eyes on Alicia so I think it's her way of saying "you still can love her even if you're marrying me"Holy shit does she suck. Pretty sure all the "i don't like you even a little bit" isn't a necessary add when convincing someone to marry you...