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Thanks for the translation for this!! When I started realizing what was happening to him, I got a little bit scared. Because it somehow reminded me of my own experience, the difference is that I'm actually alive right now. Though it's still a bit scary.
 
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Tbh this scared the shit out of me. The idea of death, in particular the sudden unjust type, is something I don't want to think about at all. Because... fuck who does?

But other than that, the hyper real repeating dream scares the shit out of me because I've actually been it so many times. Unable to wake up when in a dream. It takes dozens of times to do so like in this comic to get to reality. It is really difficult to tell when you are there.

I had very lucid, incredibly distressing dreams I could not easily wake from. I in some timeof sleep have over a dozen of so in -dream attempts to wake up for real after realizing I am somewhere that's a little bit off to varying degrees and not in reality, and they will all being about waking up and getting the hell out of my room. I'll typically have a fever and high heart rate once I finally manage it.

A psych suggested it was myself having panic attacks while sleeping after a PTSD event, and my mind is trying to orient itself, which is why I am stuck in a hell of trying to figure out if I am actually awake or not. It ended up tracking as a theory since I had a few episodes while traveling. At first I was concerned it could be a gas leak or something.
 

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