I'm so confused man... She wished to be love and yet it seems that every single one of her disciples loved her (prob as a mother figure) but still. I'm pretty sure Ivan dabbled into some dark magic shit and now he's the demon king who swore would return but she's saying that he was ominous from way back when during this scene which won't specify how many years back. I might have to reread this again but I'm very sure that she killed the demon lord/king before she took on disciples. Her disciples should be old, esp the first one. So why does everyone look like they're in their 20s? (besides her coz we know she was blessed). How long ago did she meet Jeffry and how old is he supposed to be? He talks and acts as if he met her way before the disciples but its never confirmed.