Oh, I connect to this need to be alone and not wanting to engage socially so deeply. I have always loved celebrating, and helping in preparation for events, but something in me shuts down once groups flood in. It's not a trauma or a self-imposed loneliness, just a kind of contentment that comes from being by myself. I don't think it is the result of trying to work through emotions for me personally, just a way I am built, find it most meaningful and easy to be a being. Not sure if that makes total sense.
Thank you for committing to bringing us this poignant, resonant manga, translators!