Peer pressure is a hard thing to get out of. If you feel guilty, sad and mad on how you act because you want to fit in, it will never make you happy. If anything it actually makes feel more alone because you are trying to be someone you aren’t and justifying immoral actions because “everyone else is doing it”. But learning to be friends who you are actually connected to and you can be who you are is much freeing. Sometimes being around a big crowd makes you more lonely then a small group that loves each other.