Disgusting. You just admitted being a fetichist. You are just one of those guys who watch so much lesbian corn that they are now brain rotten and fantasize about being a girl in a relationship with another girl...
Hmmm I had this in wait and I was going to give it a chance but man, he does not give a fuck about dying and leaving his whole family behind, immediately jumps into let's get a lover mentality and seemingly not an ounce of HER personality remains, it has been completely altered ? this was handled poorly.