This shit is so ordinary, it feels really nice, like just another actual person. Sure, maybe some emotional parts are exaggerated, but I like it this way. Perhaps that is because of Monogata, but it really reminds me of Kiss-shot. If a person wants to die, and they think it's good for them, maybe even if it is, is it really irrational for those living to hold them off, be greedy, selfish, yet compassionate to hold them living, to be accountable for what is to come? She's probably right. Endings that are vivid stay longer in the memories, but is that how you really want to leave scars, impacts, and marks that your significant other was so? Should one's proofs of living be more important than the significance they hold? Nonetheless, I can see why it would seem boring, but to me, it was really enjoyable. Thank you, TL!
Now, this doesn't mean I fully agree with the argument that you should never suicide, though.