Girl you're crying again. It's barely been 2? months? You guys aren't even lovers??? Shinichi calls you frequently???
You keep saying you're "waiting" but bro, from what I've seen, you don't seem to be "suffering" from that wait at all? You are still laughing and going about your days as normal, even attending events and going to parties and even flirting with other men ahaha. No tossing and turning and worrying about Shinichi. Just jealousy and suspicion about him "cheating" on you or "mocking" you yadda yadda. Aside from the occasional (frequent, unneccessary, even performative) tears, I don't see you worrying about Shinichi at all, so honestly, what is this "waiting" that you've been doing???
And girl, if Conan wasn't Shinichi, what you've just said to him is gonna make him hate Shinichi so much wtf???? "I wish you were Shinichi" gurl, is that an okay thing to say to a gradeschool boy??? What are you trying to do here?????