Oh no. Does ah li want to suicide. Make himself disappear just to awaking li zhu !! Oh boy. I just want you both happy. Altough li zhu doesnt awake. At least ah li have li zhu's memories. Ah li also love him.
Honestly this is making me so sad... I don't want Ah Li to have to 'die' for Li Zhu to come back; Ah Li is his own person, and he deserves to be loved for who he is, not the distant memory of someone else.