Above is a snippet from this/next chapter, the internal monologue of MC from WN.
It's manga-editor induced trope idiocy. The WN actually addressed this somewhat.
Manga doesn't have a way to show internal monologuing.
So what appears to "make sense" in the authors head as words on page -- falls apart on manga storyboard.
That's also fault or original author forgetting to envision scenes where people talk and interact like normal people.
Regardless of what is going on in their heads -- people still verbalize and communicate.
I blame split chapters and poor format conversion. As MC is actually thinking things through.
Although that trope of "women only being on screen to narrate about guy offscreen" trope is stupid.