i read this out of curiosity when i was 11 after finding a link to it from a random comment section (horrible idea) and was able to find this recently to re-read it. wow. absolutely horrendous. super surprised about some of the names in this and not surprised by others. i'm not saying any of this to shame anyone who's into this kind of stuff and safely enjoying it, but wow i cannot believe some of the stuff in here. like, i don't even know how you could think of this kind of stuff. totally wild.
(also, first! if anyone ever actually reads this, hi!)