Herami Shimai wa Docchi mo Yanderu - Vol. 4 Ch. 19

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She isn't a Idol anymore, i was talking about the girl who was with the small sister, who essentially caused every issue, because she was jealous of mc, not knowing who she was.
Bro are you dumb? She is the main reason they have the chance to grow up, without her they would be stuck in the same cycle we knew them
 
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Bro are you dumb? She is the main reason they have the chance to grow up, without her they would be stuck in the same cycle we knew them
Mature.

She did, but that wasn't the point, that's not changing the fact that she is the main cause of issues bothering the little sister and mc being down.

Helping them clearly wasn't her intention either, her first interaction with mc was pretty much malicious.

Kyapi pretty much had mc change, while the other girl just had her distance/push away her little sister for insecurity reasons.
 
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Mature.

She did, but that wasn't the point, that's not changing the fact that she is the main cause of issues bothering the little sister and mc being down.

Helping them clearly wasn't her intention either, her first interaction with mc was pretty much malicious.

Kyapi pretty much had mc change, while the other girl just had her distance/push away her little sister for insecurity reasons.
If it makes more sense, Himuro was more doing the right thing for the wrong reasons. It was out of a somewhat selfish desire to have Kira to herself, but I feel she said what was very much necessary to Sera, just that it happened to be at Sera's emotional breaking point, while not being helped by Kyapi interrupting before a solution can be possibly proposed.

Also Kyapi is "helping" out the MC, but I get the feeling, especially with the cover page hinting at her fixation on seeing Sera's pathethically cute side... I dont think she's helping out of kindness, but moreso out of a sense of sadism... just sayin'.

Mistakes were made, but I get the feeling it'll all sort itself out somewhat... provided Kyapi doesnt chain up Sera and leave her over-reliant in her little stream dungeon, Id imagine that collar Sera wore before was how Kira was able to track her.
 
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Unfortunately sera is back where she started. Whether it's her sister or kyappi she can't seen ti find the willpower to push through. She lacks confidence and has now come to believe she is a useless nobody without riding on someone coattails. Even if she fibds success this way, she won't find happiness and satisfaction.

Perhaps she's better suited to be a manager than an idol as the stress it is causing her pushing her deeper into depression and anxiety. Her mental health is rapidly declining and that's very worrisome.
 
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Ngl I low key kinda hate this manga now like thing feel like they don’t make any sense anymore like I just wish they went down the route of the idol kohi helping the sister
 
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Between this and Our "Love" is Disgusting, I'm quickly developing a love for mentally wrecked/unstable lesbians.
 
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Ngl I low key kinda hate this manga now like thing feel like they don’t make any sense anymore like I just wish they went down the route of the idol kohi helping the sister
Nepotism can only do so much, I dont think they'd accept even if she did try that, and as for that earlier statement, I dont think Himuro is fully to blame there. Not saying there's no fault, but its moreso a matter of not having a way forward proposed, aside from of course, the idol stuff by Kyapi, which is definately a trap.

Also the story very much does make sense even now... Older sister makes promise to younger sister that she cannot achieve, lies to her and relies on her younger sister's compliments to fulfill her lacking self esteem, leading to a toxic cycle.

Himuro is jealous of MC, and loves Kira, so tries to initially break them up without knowing their relationship, but that fails, so she lets it go for a bit until Kira brings up her dreams to her in convo, Himuro notices the delusion at hand, and decided to step in herself by bluntly placing reality in Sera's face. It hits her where it hurts and Kyapi forces a resolution before Sera can get her bearings, thus leaving her directionless, and taking the internet idol route in the hopes she can pave her way through the directionless dilemma.

But so far, it seems she still hasnt fully come to grips with herself and what she wants to do still, to the point she's almost broken.

Imma keep it real, this story isnt really non-sensical unless things went over your head or you binged it. Are you sure you read all the chapters and understood the bigger picture here?
 
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It is kind of crazy that Kira never noticed just how far "ahead" of Sera she was. But it's kind of on Sera as the older sister to have tried to prevent such massive delusions from accumulating. Personally I think trying to become an idol is unhealthy for Sera and she should probably try to have a normal career. But that would also probably crush Kira even more than she's already been crushed. I guess I just don't really know where this is going. Like, Kira is yandere-ish, but is she actually capable of violence? Is that where we're heading? I know this has the incest tag and Kira is clearly a siscon, but is that going to go anywhere either? I'm not really sure.
 
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Finally some kind of growth on Kira's part. Now we'll see who's gonna give Sera a push. I'd prefer she realizes stuff herself but having a sister-savior moment wouldn't be bad either.
 
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Every time there's a new chapter I feel a spark of hope, against my own better judgement.

Every time I scan each panel carefully, in case the object of my search is lurking in the background.

Every time I feel the crushing disappointment as I am forced to accept cruel reality once again.

It's been a year since we last saw Yamo-san. In the face of this tragedy, how much longer can we find the strength to go on?
Who's Rem?
Who's Yamo-san?
 

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