No one would likely be this calm in a similar situation. Azu set her self up for a LOT of doubt because she stayed. Even if she has forgiven and chosen to trust again, there has to be a sizable nugget of heavy doubt at all times. But I guess she wants to sign up for that again given her choice. At this point, I'm also just curious about the wrap up of this story, as it's been getting slowly delusional starting from the beginning.