Just writing this out here.
I'm like Ou, right now. Those thoughts really pop up in my mind occasionally, but it kind of shapes how I'm approaching life so really, we just have to find the balance. I literally have these thoughts like when I lost my cat (sudden passing, she was eaten by a phyton), that I came up with these words, to make shape of what I'm feeling, ==>
" We can only lose what we already have. Nothing is permanent. When you gain something, you automatically have to bear the future of losing it. So be prepared. Remind your heart, cause your mind already knows. "
And I put this as my chat wallpaper 😕