hey, this is to the author if you check the comments
I have read a lot of manga, over a thousand, and I also love reading one shots, because once awhile there would be one or two that would tell a lovely mind blowing story with the short duration and pages it has. this is one of those. I loved it and enjoyed reading it. I personally relate to chasing a form of creation (graphic design in my case) but also getting lost and questioning everything. I love that it ended with you finding out why you truly started this, I hope the process and completion of this manga brought you joy. Any kind of spark of joy would be lovely. you can be highly critical of your own work but also have it bring you joy. At least that’s what I think and tried to achieve. The artstyle, while it doesn’t conform entirely with the usual manga ones, I think it’s beautiful and shows your own individuality and helps tell your story even more.
also, the main reason I wrote this, it’s to ask if the author has any social media accounts like instagram or twitter because I really want to follow