Wait hang on so—according to that translation of the title—the artist (or viewpoint person fantasizing this) wants someone just like this so that they can... A( deny them repeatedly over several and then B) eventually give in but refuse their fantasy-boyfriends request to be both top-and-bottom, said request being part of the fantasy?
IDK that seems like some issues to work though. Like you want a cream puff of a fantasy gay relationship with a cute guy, but you only want the guy to be sort of happy with what you'll give him, have him begging for scraps? My dude that seems a bit unhealthy...