@justforthelulz I mean, her plan is to pretty much do a big F*ck you and everyone else around you, to the bitch that was brought with her. And to do that she needs the enemy general to live, and the only way for that to happen is for her to save him, that she knows only she can do it because of her cure powers, and because she's a bug in the system since if she doesn't the scenario will go as normal with the enemy general dying, so she needs to literally make her name know far and wide for being able to save anyone from literally everything, including (definitely) door's death, and that's why she sounds obsessive because it's a race against time since she needs her name to already be known to the enemy nation before the enemy general is at door's death
So it's more like her saying this: "If I don't do anything, everything will go as per the script, but I have the ability and know what will happen, so I need to change the scenario because no one can do it other than me, due to my special ability of literally curing anything"