@3DrealBF The best thing she could do is leave him alone. She's a profoundly disturbing person, the sort that if a few things had gone different in their life, could probably kill for the fun of it. Or alternatively, if she for some reason lost him, she would probably still have sadistic urges that need an outlet, but with none of the counter balancing 'love', so she would psychologically torture some poor soul chosen based on whatever criteria get her off the most into a psychotic break. Then repeat, tossing them away like broken toys. Before the obvious question is asked, I'm still reading for the same reason someone continues to blankly stare at a horrible car accident. This mangaka, whether intentionally or not, has written a horror story disguised as a 'romance'.