Nah, it was the rest of the sentence: "-before I kill you!"He's totally maso
"I'll make you suffer like you never before!"
MC's stats skyrocketed
So that's the conceit of the manga right there. He keeps looking to die, and every time he ACTUALLY comes close to death, he becomes obsessed with living, which triggers a massive stat boost that allows him to survive. But it's so momentary that he doesn't even realize his true feelings about life and death.At the time, there was a lot of speculation about the incident, with theories of forced suicide by Tomie. Keikichi Nakahata, a kimono merchant who frequented the young Tsushima family, was shown the scene of the water ingress by a detective from the Mitaka police station. He speculated that "Dazai was asked to die, and he simply agreed, but just before his death, he suddenly felt an obsession with life".
Jesus that just completely ruined the gag thoughso sensei ability is that he cant die and will boost his stats to make it so...