As someone who has been in that place mentally – my heart goes out to them. I don’t think I can ever convey how ”sweet” and freeing the idea of death seemed to me in those Bad days… but I’m still glad I didn’t do it, despite how tempting it would get.
To anyone who sees this and has been a similar situation - I feel you. I see you. Bloody fucking sucks somedays, but please. Take care of yourself okay? 🥺