I can't understand this development, not because there is no romance and that's what I wanted, but it just feels as if something is missing. It feels like all this build up only lead back to the beginning, if they stayed friends but decided to help each other out and not be long distance right there then I would've been fine with it.
Thanks for the chapter!
I am so mixed on how I feel about them not getting together... Like hell yeah the bonds of friendship are so good! I'm glad their sex doesn't reduce their friendship... But at the same time, I would love for them to have fallen for each other BEFORE the sex change and it be the catalyst that made them realize their feelings. It's bittersweet, and that is a sign of FANTASTIC writing...
I won't say no to a "what if" chapter though.
I disagree, feeling bittersweet doesn't have to mean the writing is fantastic, as I would say the writing here is generally good and okay in some instances.
However it took a massive detour into confusion when they end up as they were right before their meeting. They developed their feelings for multiple chapters with so many hints and tropes signalling where the relationship was going. Only to go a completely different way with no prior hints and build up.
My problem is that if romance between the two wasn't the intention of the story then there should have been more subversion from tropes that are normal stories like it, and at the very least the romance that the two main characters have with other people should've been in the forefront and how they help each other and rebuild their relationship after so long in conjunction with it.
Friendship and romance are inherently not that different, the only way to distinguish them is by the feelings of the individuals in the relationship, which means the internal monologue needs to reflect it and not conform to the ordinary tropes of genderswap romance. However feelings around romance are inherently confusing, which is why having the thing the characters contemplate so much be their relationship has to be managed differently as to not be to similar to romantic feeling. If they were falling in love then their relationship and thoughts should have progressed as they did in up until this chapter with the romance coming thereafter or there would need to be more focus on some other emotion like betrayal from FMC for distancing herself, or for MMC not becoming like who he looked up to, or maybe they both feel they disappointed the other with how they changed and how they looked up to each other and believe they failed to do so in their separate opinions.
The internal conflict does not reflect where their relationships where headed, if it did this would have seemed inevitable and less "bittersweet", however I feel it was more unexpected and then disappointing. Of course it could've been unexpected and end up great if learning of their feelings gave their previous interactions and feelings a new perspective, however that was not the case.
6/10