I believe Nina realized Miharu was attracted to her but doesn't reciprocate it, hence the flinch. The same way Miharu acted when that boy touched her. However Nina really doesn't have much support in her life, isolated from the other girls in class due to her personality and she probably doesn't have an amazing home life, though that is an assumption. This means she doesn't want to outright reject Miharu and lose her too. However it's also possible she's a victim of physical violence which could lead to her being scared when people touch her, but since the author described writing this as therapeutic I'm inclined to believe the former.what is the meaning of the last page?
I get it, thxI believe Nina realized Miharu was attracted to her but doesn't reciprocate it, hence the flinch. The same way Miharu acted when that boy touched her. However Nina really doesn't have much support in her life, isolated from the other girls in class due to her personality and she probably doesn't have an amazing home life, though that is an assumption. This means she doesn't want to outright reject Miharu and lose her too. However it's also possible she's a victim of physical violence which could lead to her being scared when people touch her, but since the author described writing this as therapeutic I'm inclined to believe the former.