I fear that a great tank of dork-seinen cheese-spread is going to burst, spilling onto the streets, drowning people and horses, like the Boston Molasses Flood of 1919.
Yeah I mean, she's working alone but decided to write out a step-by-step plan with all her motivations and feelings included. Why? I suppose when you're planning a murder/suicide it's easy for the suicide to slip your mind and you need something to remind you