A random memory, but very related...
From ages 12 to 14, my mother and I hosted twin girls, their mother, and their aunt for nearly two years. They were one year older than me. We experienced a lot together, and they became my first love. I sensed that I was also their first love. Sometimes, I dream of going back in time to encourage my younger self to make plans with them, possibly even marry one or both of them. Sadly, since we went our separate ways, I haven't heard from them, but I found out six years ago that they are both happily married now. I wish both of them prosperity and happiness.