I REALLY don’t knwo why I haven’t dropped thjs yet it’s like I’m clinging onto some sort of redemption arc or whatever but I just keep getting disappointed AND IDK I KEEP THINKING THIS BUT LOSE WEIGHT FOR YOURSELF. DONT GO ON DIETS FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS!!! DO IT FOR YOURSELF AND FOR YOUR OWN GOOD!! Also I swear she even mentioned something like gaining more weight if her rival was fatter or whatever but ... girl are you okay... consider your own health and well-being first.. dont just do drastic things to yourself because you think someone else may like you more that way...