You're disgusting.
I can only feel revulsion when I read your works. Not even the fun disgust of body horror movies, just empty disgust. It's like seeing worms in your food, you just go "oh yeah, this is fucked up", and throw it out.
Can you please kill yourself? Think of all the people that would be happier if you were gone. Kill yourself, asks your mother. Kill yourself, so ask your siblings. Kill yourself, so asks mother earth and if mother earth asks, do you really have the hubris to reject her?
Nobody will grieve, we will all gather together and thank you. It's going to be the first genuine and heartfelt thanks you will receive. Your contribution, not only to society, but to the earth itself. Because, by God is she tired of carrying something as disgusting as you on her back.
Surely, you will screencap this and share it with your friends, pretending to laugh about how "mad" you made some people by being disgusting (as you always are). But in the back of your mind you'll have the suspicion that maybe you really are disgusting. And I'm here to say that yes, you are. And you'll think that maybe you do have to kill yourself.
And I'm here to give you the emotional support for that act, the last push. The lucid and positive awareness that yes, you are disgusting and yes, you can do something about it.
Contact me if you need any help with suicide methods. I personally recommend a david carradine because the other methods are too noble and beautiful for something as gross as you.