idk if it's just because i haven't read the series in a hot minute or the author is just snorting something but chapter 14 was such an absolute waste. page 12, the author could've made this a longer fight for self control that eventually comes back. page 14, the author could've at least let his insecurities cook for a bit so that it comes back stronger and his teammates have a more impactful reaction. page 21 could've used this to make him fall further into thinking he's useless. page 33, the author didn't even five us a poorly made "hype and aura moment." The whole "Fool" arcana thing appears for this one chapter and doesn't provide anything. The fool arcana has two interpretations new beginnings and just an actual dumbass. The author is clearly the second one.