Not a problem at all. It's my own failing, and I try to be the first to own my failures. Even if it hurts.
I posted it initially as a joke, then afterwards less so as the truth of the statement settled in. And then I visited the bourbon bottle. Some loathe alcohol, but it lets me just exist in the moment, rather than ruminating on constant personal failure. Lord knows I've needed to do that more and more often lately. On the plus side, I've always liked whiskies of all sorts.
I been quietly venting in these forums as of late. The locals are polite enough to leave me be. I appreciate their patience.